Summary: Darin and Robert express feelings that so many people have gone through at one point or another. We second guess what we have with God and secretly wonder if we\'re not just fooling ourselves. it\'s so easy to compare our spirituality with what other people seem to have. When listening to some people talk about how close they are with God and how they have these incredible conversations with Him it\'s almost impossible not to feel like a failure and a fraud. Relationship with God is so abstract that it\'s impossible to compare what we really have with anyone. Nevertheless we all try, and every time we do, we come up empty, depressed, disheartened, hopeless and asking the question, \"Is what I have with God, the REAL thing, or am I just fooling myself?\"
